Its a weird thing a bit. I wonder, such as, something listened someplace, accidentally.
Attempt of deciphering that that is in usual things brought me up smth new. i am not sure what is real, but in actually it was.
Art of pauses is smth that to estimate as thing that give us stability.
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In this lonely world i move on ahead like something what take place in first time.
Here does not exist usual help with that i used before. Now only pure space and all.
My self-body feeling became another, something that dont compare with last one. Its a new one in all touchings.
I continue to follow for my choice, which was made by Consciousness.
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Today, i feel how my Consciousness return to me again.
It needed some time for adaptation to this weird level.
Because i met with such situation first time where i dont know what is it.It was hard, but now Consciousness is returned
I feel real pleassure from it. Ability to ascending of Kundalini with help of my will to be again.
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On this level is big doubts in success and exists real resistance against my attempts move on ahead.
Whats doing here i dont know so far. This place calls up dark reaction in vessel of life.
But i feel that here hide real keys from some part our enigma as human being.
I woud be suggest that this thing bring me up in inner light space, but while its more like assumption than reality or intuition.
Now all is became how one thing without center of will.
Moving of Force helps to preserve some plan or visability of plan.
I hope to pass through this angry field in nearest time.
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I recieved one necessary hint how i can overcome raw of obstacles which are a lot in my nature.
Today for example, i was felt how my vital being moved in adhar.
It was quite useful expirience. I understood that it is whole thing, strong and influential in adhar.
One was good, i was divided off from it, i was observed itself and this stayed up to now.
Every riot in my being indicates on some problem which i must recognize how myself, to understand what i am how this part of one and in that time i am something endless another one.
I feel action of Power which move on in my spinal cord like presence of Light.
Consciousness is field of presence around my physical body which move it in the world.
This is like vessel in it flow my visible body.
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Possibly, some level left behind.
I feel something that is awaking again, but on new stage, like a some new sleeve of spiral.
That one that before was inner feeling and basic, now i found in usual nature of my personality.
Again i feel large descending of force, call of God, Truth.
I can see other people like open inner map of movements of their torrents of powers and states of consciousness.
All of it is giving me not only some see-through hint, but and confidence in it.
_________________ ~ Om Hreem Shreem Lakshmibhayo Namah ~
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