The tangle in names creates a some form of separation among seekers.
Subconsciously, every human looks for support, but difference in interpretation makes hardships from scratch.
But, do we need in support from each other or it indicates on weakness of some part of nature?
For self i found answer on this issue. Human wants to share ideas and experiences with similars himself.
The basis such behavior lays in that part of mind which wishes to get nice respond. But root is oneness.
Overpassing something we feel unity with others and want to help them on way to freedom.
It turns out, we superpose old attitude with new state of mind. Its old story.
For any new achievement we pay by small retreat. Here is our eternal defeat.
In fact, we remain there where we were.
Any diligent seeker implements this action every time. Its most broadening thing amid of yogins.
We pull our obsolete implements in new state of mind and not understand why come up obstacle there where must be only harmony.
Deriving of real essence from some new state of mind must come after.
The implement of some state of mind, his real instrument, like eye for vision, will get a birth after becoming.
I endeavor to realize it and to apply in something real one.
I came to it after disclosing of a some order in which i recognized rhythm and order of manifestation of things.
In first time it recalled a some tumble inside, because my nature got a real strike. To be without hands, it's hard for first time.
It was a some puzzle. How find answer for it? Where our mind obtains genuine completeness?
Need to give possibility to appear a new one, doesnt matter what and how, but mind must has chance for manifestation of inner sense.
Usually, mind allocates his forces among different life tasks, but in this time mind, as if, like whole one follows only inner passion and vocation.
From the deep turns up a new one. There where is passed a usual human life.
One moment, a new implement and vision of state of mind converges with each other and so appear the beginning of something new in consciousness.
After it, even compelling to retreat is not possible.
In others parts mind continues to stumble time for time, but here, where his piece got a drop of real light of transformation, here is real immobility of substance.
The urge to movement can come from environment things, as if a some impetus.
And then you can understand that things accompany of you, as if, they are the one.
Coming along you, they remain in inner immobility forever.
Besides, it's only first consequence of such attitude on experience. After it, comes up skill to move out and in.
Reality on physical level is fitted for that experience, absolutely.
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Now, i engage pieces of consciousness in myself for obtaining possibility of contact and work.
Body-mind in itself like sight-feeling set in the beginning. As if, flow of time was frozen in one moment.
In this frame body-mind exists.
As if body-mind look forward to dawn of light or something like that.
But now, there is, preceded of light, a dark alive silence.
Inexplicable object. Namely he is doomed on success.
Silence need in order to body could be protected from suggestions of different parts of middle realm of consciousness.
Power of body-mind have always been beside with him. His nature is cosmic silence.
Surrender is his soul.
_________________ ~ Om Hreem Shreem Lakshmibhayo Namah ~
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